lazy or crazy?

I can't figure out if my not blogging is laziness or craziness. I do enjoy this blog time but the things I would have said lately might have offended one person or another. I don't really mean any of this in a bad way but blogging in frustration is just askin for trouble. These past few days (totaling a week) have been amazing, crazy, fun, stressful, and irritateting all at once. I just wish I had the liberty of telling you about people i have spent my time with. I need to rebuild this blog habbit for when i work this summer

If you can dodge a wrench you can dodge a ball...

(...cont quote) as so I thought, but you see in life a wrench can be really big or really small. Usually very unexpected, and causes a speed bump, or rut, along the way. They (wrenches) hurt. A Lot. now the ball we are dodging i feel is taking responsibilty for our mistakes and I think they hurt worse sometimes.

To well make the intro make a lil more sense I shall explain my day.

7:45 am prayer walk. today we prayed out loud and it was inspirational and helpful

8 30 am breakfast in room save a meal plan and chill

9 am work project swarm-Serving With the Right Motive- served at an animal shelter doing odd jobs and playing with puppies

12 lunch with Tabitha and a couple people from small group

12 30 girls soccer game

2 30 girls assymbly

3 30 historical tour of hpu

5 30 dinner with small group

7 30 BLOCK PARTY!

9 pm till 12 midnight- hang out with tabitha rob james and a few others for dodgeball and boardgames

in all that between 7 30 and now a hard time between matt and i necause we miss each other and i miss my parents

hearts capacity

My apologies for not blogging in a very long time. Honestly I just didn't want to because no body really fallows it, but truthfully it was more for me to have an easily accessible online journal.

God has done a lot in my life. While in D.C. but even more so now that I am here and have gone through some interesting steps in life.

First God has done so incredibly much. He not only continues to break me of bad habits but continues to form His ways with in me and I am continuously changing for the Lord. He has shown me that in forgiveness you must forget to receive His full mercy and grace. Now every time I mess up or feel discouraged I simply look up and God sends the right praise song to my heart.

Before i tell you of my college experience so far I must share this, I have learned and been shown so much that I could not express to you how much I have been through and how I am continuing to grow. Tonight BSM (Baptist Student Ministry)had a service at Mim's our chapel building and it had to be the best worship I have had in a very very long time. Thank you God!

Now for the college experience...whooooo!

Day 1- move in

That was insanely difficult! Leaving Matt was hard and I cried a lot actually. We have gotten to know each other so well. This past year we decided if we were gonna be serious it would be good to be friends. Good friends. Best friends even. With that being said we have grown really close. And with that said it felt like I moved away from my best friend.

Leaving my parents. That was very strange! Especially after I received a new truck from them the day before I moved. It was sad but exciting. I don't know much of what to say because it is still sinking in. I call mom a lot haha. Well text a lot too. I love talking to Daddy and mom is doing wonderful. I miss my cousins and never realized how much I see them until I left. Everything in the room fits. Yes y'all were right and I do not have to much stuff.

Day 2-Jacket Journey

Jacket Journey is a blast! I love our small group meetings and hanging out meeting new people and learning about the school. My group is insane! Jocks and me lol. Haley would be there if weren't for soccer. We did a ton. To rap it up quickly lol we played a ton of fun games in the heat. These were my first competitive games since I developed reactionary asthma so its not like full blown just not under control. Well I am having a hard time breathing because I lost my back up in hailer.

We had a shaving cream fight and I got completely covered. I couldn't take a pic because well I couldn't even see! I had to rinse off before I was aloud to enter the building.

I miss my family and Matt and his family, but I am having an absolute blast! It feels kinda like camp or work right now because I have had a fun time but still talk to people and had such a fun awesome worship to start things off.

well you are caught up so far. I shall add to it tomorrow and from here on out. Thank you for your patience and receptiveness.

A hearts size should not be judged by the amount it can hold but by how much love and affection it can our unto others and the Lord.

xoxoxoxoxoxo